我要快乐

支持不下了，
思念已將我淹沒。
望着你的照片，
回憶一點一滴湧現。
還是朋友嗎？
我實在不了解。
能忘了過去嗎？
將會是個考驗。

不能再繼續留在這裡磨蹭，這將會是我找到“幸福/快樂”之前的最後一帖。

再見了，吾友。

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新歌試聼：《逆光》- 孫燕姿

歌手：孙燕姿 专辑：逆光
作詞：廖瑩如 作曲：李偉菘

也許我一直害怕有答案
也許愛靜靜在風裡打轉
離開 釋懷 很短暫 又重來
有時候自問自答

我不要困難把我們擠散
我責備自己那麼不勇敢
遺憾沒有到達
擁抱過還是害怕
用力推開你 我依然留下

有一束光 那瞬間
是什麼痛得刺眼
你的視線 是諒解
為什麼捨不得熄滅
我逆著光 卻看見

那是淚光 那力量
我不想再去抵擋
面對希望 逆著光
感覺愛存在的地方
一直就在 我身旁

我不要困難把我們擠散
我責備自己那麼不勇敢
遺憾沒有到達
擁抱過還是害怕
用力推開你 我依然留下

有一束光 那瞬間
是這麼痛得刺眼
你的視線 是諒解
為什麼捨不得熄滅
我逆著光 卻看見

那是淚光 那力量
我不想再去抵擋
面對希望 逆著光
感覺愛存在的地方
一直就在 我身旁

我以為 我能後退 反覆證明
這份愛 有多不對
背對著你如此漆黑
忍住疲憊
睜開眼 打開窗 才發現 你就是光芒

有一束光 那瞬間
是什麼痛得刺眼
你的視線 是諒解
為什麼捨不得熄滅
我逆著光 卻看見

那是淚光 那力量
我不想再去抵擋
面對希望 逆著光
感覺愛存在的地方
一直就在 我身旁

Day: 47

別對我抱歉，更別覺得對我虧欠
現在誰在妳的身邊，就對誰好一點
不要看到對妳的愛敗給了時間
遭遇了拒絕，是否就該說再見
不要看到對妳的愛輸給了永遠
我們曾經過那麼多考驗
最後還是回到了原點

我應該就走開，就算感情還在
我應該就放開，對妳不再依賴
忘了曾有過的片段
這是屬於妳的未來

不要看到對妳的愛敗給了時間
我寧願選擇離別，沒有一句怨言
直到妳能若無其事聊起了從前
我才發現彼此都了解，默契是最寶貴的語言

歌曲试听：scream ...

歌曲出处：http://www.xmsun.cn/mp3/01.Scream.mp3

Where's mushroom?

Seemed like such a long time ago but its barely a month plus. When will she start talking to me again? I don't know...

So far its been absolute silence from her end, and I guess it's probably because of my actions. I'll be waiting... waiting for her to pick things up where it ended, pick up the phone n dial my number. Maybe I'll see the beginning of a new friendship? or maybe I'll never hear from her again...

"MOVE ON ALREADY!!" you say, I wish I can.. I mean I can lose a potential partner but I can't lose a friend. Especially someone whom I share special moments with, someone who can make me laugh with little effort, someone who brings joy to my life. Someone who makes me go crazy, someone who cares. Someone who likes to sleep on the sofa, someone who always order too much food. Someone who'll get motion sickness while taking a cab, someone who likes all things furry. Someone who makes fantastic honey glazed chix wings, someone who can't really drink. Someone who can travel all the way to the east to have dinner with me, someone who plays mj even though she don't really want to. Someone who's always sleepy after a meal, someone who'll go all out for a friend. (I know it doesn't make much sense, but I just write whatever comes into my head)

It may not seemed much but as far as I'm concern, those were the best moments in my life. So unless she wants to give up, I'll just be waiting.

1st Month

Its been a month .. well 34 days to be exact, since I last saw you. I wonder how are you getting on... Will you not call me or msg me if I don't ask you to do so?

I miss you terribly at times, I really want to hear from you again. I've been trying very hard not to call/message/email/watever cos I'm afraid that I might irritate you, I'm just waiting day by day.. hoping that you'll call. I need you to pick up from where we stopped previously, something which only you can initiate.. not me.

So far, I've been doing quite ok in terms of coping with life without you but it really feels empty. I know it'll never be the same again, I know you might not even want to see/hear from me anymore, and I'll never know if I ever held a place in your heart but that's not important now. All I want now is to have you back into my life, no matter what role you play in it. You can be the lead, or as main cast, a supporting role or a minor role for all I care... so long as you're in it, it'll be enough for me.

Every beginning should have an end, though it already ended before it even began. So now I pray for a new beginning... and I'll continue waiting. Til then... take care my mushroom.