Monday, July 26, 2004

No Subject

分手

思念你。。和我一起渡过的岁月
惦记你。。和我曾经有过的那段恋情
好辛苦/孤独。。你到底在哪里
求求你。。别让我这样下去

什么山盟海誓,什么致死不渝
每当想起你,狂热的泪水就洒不停

别再说。。你不再爱我
别放开。。这一段甜蜜恋情
为什么。。你要这样狠心
没了你。。我该往哪里去

每当我一个人的时候,我总会想起你
如果时间能回头,我一定坚持不渝

好可惜。。也许这就是命运
再回头。。到底可不可以
算了吧。。如果是这样的结局
感谢你。。给我这段美好回忆

 

Thursday, July 22, 2004

I am as I am

Je suis comme je suis

Je suis comme je suis
Je suis faite comme ça
Quand j'ai envie de rire
Oui je ris aux éclats
J'aime celui qui m'aime
Est-ce ma faute à moi
Si ce n'est pas le même
Que j'aime chaque fois
Je suis comme je suis
Je suis faite comme ça
Que voulez-vous de plus
Que voulez-vous de moi

Je suis faite pour plaire
Et n'y puis rien changer
Mes talons sont trop hauts
Ma taille trop cambrée
Mes seins beaucoup trop durs
Et mes yeux trop cernés
Et puis après
Qu'est-ce que ça peut vous faire
Je suis comme je suis
Je plais à qui je plais
Qu'est-ce que ça peut vous faire
Ce qui m'est arrivé
Oui j'ai aimé quelqu'un
Oui quelqu'un m'a aimée
Comme les enfants qui s'aiment
Simplement savent aimer
Aimer aimer...
Pourquoi me questionner
Je suis là pour vous plaire
Et n'y puis rien changer

Jaques Prévert


A direct translation:
 
I am as I am
I am made like that
When I want to laugh 
I laugh hard 
I love somebody who loves me
This shouldn't be my fault 
If it is not the same one
That I love each time
I am as I am
I am made like that
What more do you want
What do you expect from me 

I am made to love
And there's nothing to change there
My heels are too high
My too cambered size
My chest much too hard
And my too encircled eyes
And then afterwards
What that can make you
I am as I am
I love who I like
What that can make you
What arrived to me
Yes I loved somebody
Yes somebody loved me
As like children who love each other
Simply knows how to love
To love to love ...
Why question me 
Here I am to please you 
But there's nothing to change 

Guess it simply means to live life the way you are, you want. I am as I am; when I like you, I like you. Do not question me or change me. Pretty much my way of living :)

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

What's Love..?

爱究竟是什么?
爱就是生命。
我之所以能理解这一切
是因为我爱过,
所以才能体会。。。
一切都是因为爱而结合在一起
一切都是因为我有爱,
所以存在。

 
- 无名氏

Thursday, July 15, 2004

Talent vs Hardwork

Just visited one of my fren's blog, and am I shocked.. it was done up so nicely, very much like the "creative" person that she is. Envious I may be but it leaves me wondering.. How many people we know are really talented since young? Or is it because they put in so much hardwork thus they'll succeed?

I used to think that I'm rather gifted; since young I didn't really have to study much to get good results. But that mentality costs me my life.. so much has changed when things could have been different. My secondary sch grades were really horrible but somehow I still managed to scrape through to Poly.. and from then on, everything simply went down the hill. So here I am, armed with only an O level cert and some crappy half past six certs from online "courses" which aren't recognised by any institution.

So what went wrong? Is it because I was too complacent? Is it because I was just unlucky? Or is it because I'm really not cut out to be the studious kind? Some people don't make it in their studies, but they succeed in life later on. So far, I didn't have this kind of luck, am stuck in a mud pit where everything is crap. When will I make it?

I think I've got a serious self-discipline problem, I'm not focus enough to do anything. I'm actually thinking of starting my own company to do some freelance IT maintenance but do I really have a need to start one? *think think think* What other things can I do? Something niche? Or something totally irrelevant to what I'm doing now? I hope this serves as a reminder that I must come up with something fast.. if not, a few weeks/months down the road and I'll completely forget about it.
 
 
now, a song dedicated to you... 
  
  
For Once In My Life 
 
For once in my life
I've got someone who needs me
Someone I've needed so long
For once unafraid
I can go where life leads me
And somehow I know I'll be strong
 
For once I can touch
What my heart used to dream of
Long before I knew
Someone warm like you
Could make my dreams come true
 
For once in my life
I won't let sorrow hurt me
Not like it's hurt me before
For once I have someone I know won't desert me
I'm not alone anymore
 
For once I can say, "This is mine you can't take it"
As long as I know I've got love
I can make it
For once in my life
I've got someone who needs me
 
 

Sunday, July 11, 2004

Specially dedicated to Jun Ji Hyun

Isn't she such a dear? So versatile.. be it goofy, sweet, spunky, sexy.. YOU SIMPLY ROCK!!




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To those who believe in true love ...... WindStruck


"If only I can feel you ... Even as the wind"



A test pic.. but isn't she pretty?

This is a screenshot taken from the movie, WindStruck. Apparantly the story line has a sort of twist (typical korean screenwriters) and its not really a comedy like My Sassy Girl. But exactly what twist? I don't know.. I wanna get the dvd if possible, no time/ no company to go catch the movie with.

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

When She Loved Me - Sarah McLachlan

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart.
And when she was sad, I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy, so was I, when she loved me.

Through the summer and the fall, we had each other, that was all
Just she and I together, like it was meant to be.
And when she was lonely, I was there to comfort her
And I knew that she loved me.

So the years went by, I stayed the same
And she began to drift away, I was left alone
Still I waited for the day, when she'd say,"I will always love you."

Lonely and forgotten, never thought she'd look my way
She smiled at me and held me, just like she used to do
Like she loved me, when she loved me

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful.
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
When she loved me...



There's no other song which could express what my heart is feeling right now..
I wished it can be changed to "When She Loves Me" ..

Quiz of the Day - 7th July 2004

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Fight Club!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
brought to you by Quizilla


Ooooh... I'm brad pitt!! eh wait... sheesh... I think I'm more of a brat + pig ;(


For those who've got poor eyesight and can't read the words in the pic, this is what it said:


You belong in the movie, FIGHT CLUB.
Rules? What are those? You create your own rules. You are good at influencing people who are just as broken as you are. You hide your insecurities with mean words and toughness. There will be others like you out there. It's a world where everyone hates each other.